Looking back at journals from 2-3 years ago and realising that God’s slowness to bring things into fruition was never a punishment, but rather preparation. He always gets us to where we’re supposed to be at the perfect time.

all flowers in time bend towards the sun!!!!!!

"Healing is like a spiral staircase leading you deeper into yourself. You may find yourself circling the same views, the same dramas, the same reactions at different points in your life with a slightly different perspective. This can be the catalyst for change."

“I’m my longest-standing witness, the keeper of all my archives, the one who knows all the roads inside me—which leads to shame, which leads to rage, which leads to peace; I am the town planner of my internal landscape. Where have you been? I ask myself sometimes, And where are you going now? Ultimately, I’m interested in moving away from right or wrong, and toward responsibility and freedom.”

“I respect my silences because of this; I respect my own inactivity and disappearances, remembering that not everything in a shell is hiding. It was never fear that made me want to do better, anyway. It was always grace. It was always the realization that I’m free to be anything, so why not choose something generative?”

Summer Solstice

will be significant
im going to release something
soft and radiant
and true
into the world

∆ by Jenny Zhang

"Where would I like to be in five years, someone asks—& what can I tell them? Surrendering with grace to the evening, with as much grace as I can muster to the circumstance of darkness, which is only something else that does not stay."

i miss when life felt like how this sounds

“Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness  and streams in the wasteland."